On Leaving the Church

The Bible says to do good everyone, but especially to those who are of the faith. (Galatians 6:10) But, it seems as if the church is an expert on doing harm to believers. I am being persecuted for being a Christian by relatives who want me to practice witchcraft

The Bible says that we can expect suffering and persecution and I am blessed because of it (Matthew 5:10), but I did not expect the church to help the devil persecute me.

While not everyone walks in the same level of spiritual maturity, the church is filled with demons and the devil's children. His children are everywhere. They preach from the pulpit, they usher and greet guests, they minister and counsel others.

Since leaving the false church in June, there is not a single church that I have gone to that the devil has not infiltrated. The level of infiltration is disgusting. So disgusting that I have decided to take a break from the church. The Bible says that the gates of hell shall not prevail against the church, but that is not the case. I realize that the reason why so many pastors and churchgoers are helping him is because he promised to traffic my glory (anointing) and miracle (house) and give them a piece of the pie.

On Fri., July 24 and Sun., July 26, the ministers and members of Royalhouse Chapel in Bronx, NY held a secret meeting and allowed the witchdoctor (or my aunt) to masquerade as Rev. Johnnie. During those two days, I was tricked into consulting a medium when he asked to speak to me in his office, but I am covered by the blood of Jesus. He touched my left shoulder to blind my eyes and he also hit the top of my head to transfer schizophrenia onto me so I could react. This is probably why they all passed through the back door (near the parking lot).

This later led to a horrible event that both churches had preknowledge of and one member even gloated in afterwards.

In retrospect, they did this twice before while Rev. Derek Amanor was there. Minister Nai preached about the Hitties and the other -ites mentioned in the Bible and how they (the witchdoctor) would take my glory (spiritual gifts) and miracle (house) and traffic it and also ruin my reputation. [God will overthrow the devil's plans]. What they did to me at that church was beyond treacherous. I am still bothered by that experience!

On Fri., July 31, Pastor Roger and the leaders of Emmanuel Full Gospel Assembly also helped him (or my aunt) to masquerade as Pastor Robin and preach a message. When Pastor Roger saw me in the audience, he looked back and his eyes were filled with hate. He does not even know me, but it is obvious that the witchdoctor was going around telling people my future. In retrospect, Pastor Roger, Ishry Singh and the other leaders have also done this before. Ishry Singh also scratched the palm of my hand when he shook my hand after church once. I overheard someone say that this means that they are going to kill you or take your mind. I declare that I have the mind of Christ and deny the devil access to my mind.

On August 9, 2009, I attended Jesus People Ministries. The guest speaker's tongue was anointed.

On August 23, I attended El Rey Jesus with my mother. It took us an hour and a half to get there. We choose not to take the highway. 

That same Sunday, Mr. Maldonaldo said that if someone was demon-possessed or had an evil spirit, then the 6 p.m. service was the service to attend. I had no idea that I had an evil spirit until Bob Larson told me at one of his seminars. Larson said that I needed a lot of healing and prayer. I was shocked. How could I need healing? I attended El Rey Jesus for an entire month. I always sat in front of the pulpit. God later delivered me from those evil spirits. One of the spirits that I had was a python spirit, which squeezes the life out of you and kills you. 

Prior to attending the Bob Larson seminar, Mr. Maldonaldo stood at the altar calling out things that people needed to be delivered from. I went to the altar for asthma because the python spirit was squeezing my heart when I slept. When he saw me at the altar he said, "I'm sensing some demonic activity here. Loose her and let her go." He hit my head and I fell. I thought what demonic activity? But, nothing left and I still needed deliverance. My condition was so bad that the church which later helped me stopped service to minister to me.

I went to Trinity Church. Guylene Presendieu, who did witchcraft on me, went to Trinity Church and goes to Trinity Church. Guylene Presendieu told her friend Malikah Noel about Trinity Church. Malikah Noel and her sister went to Trinity Church. Malikah Noel did witchcraft to make me sick and did witchcraft so things don't go well for me and did witchcraft to make me have a car accident. Guylene Presendieu went to Trinity Church with girls who graduated from Barry University with her. One of the girls is called Christy Francois. Christy Francois, Jeaccinette and Guylene Presendieu did witchcraft so I don't have another job. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kerline Senat and Luna Remilien go to Trinity Church. Kerline Senat did witchcraft so I don't have a job. Luna Remilien and Jeaccinette did witchcraft so I never have money.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Trinity Church mail Guylene Presendieu things because Trinity Church mailed me things because I gave money when I went to Trinity.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Trinity Church have a girlfriends conference so she could do witchcraft to make Guylene Presendieu go to the conference because my home church had a women's conference.

Every time I go to church, someone seems to want to touch my left shoulder. I have learned how to fight and counteract every demonic touch, but all of this has caused my flesh to become exceedingly weak. The church has long been a safe haven for people, but not anymore. The devil is hot on my trail and I am delighted that he considers me a threat, but the church is conspiring with the devil instead of lifting a standard up against the enemy.

I am the church, but God did not create human beings for isolation. We are all parts of one body. God sees my heart and hunger for him and I do not have to be in an building to worship God or study his Word. I will not seek counsel from any pastor or minister. I have a power inside of me that is greater than the devil's that I am tapping into to bring forth my breakthrough. No amount of cursing and witchcraft can stop my destiny because it is inevitable!

I am not the member of any church, but I did find at least one trustworthy church!


RESOURCES:

Quitting Church: Why the Faithful are Fleeing and What to Do about It

Has Christianity Failed You? by Ravi Zacharias

The Living Church: Convictions of a Lifelong Pastor

Extreme Church Makeover

Love One Another: Becoming the Church Jesus Longs For by Gerald L. Sittser

God will fight for me!

I have been encouraged by the story of Jehosphat and how their praise confused the enemy and caused them to begin attacking each other. It can be found in 2 Chronicles 20:1-30. I have a strong feeling that my story will end up like this:

http://matneywoodard.home.att.net/jehoshaphat.htm

God is a Man of War!

Throughout my persecutions I have trusted God without wavering. One of the things that is helping me to rest and trust his saving power is by meditating on scriptures that talk about his might in battle. Here are a few:

Exodus 15:3-6: The Lord is a man of war. His right hand will daish the enemy into pieces.

Exodus 14:14: The Lord is fighting for me.

2 Chronicles 32:7-8: God will help us fight our battles.

Deuteronomy 33:27: God will thrust out the enemy from before me.

Isaiah 59:19: God lifts up a standard against the enemy when he comes in like a flood.

I'm Not Afriad of Death!

They are still meeting and plotting my death. They have probably even planned the funeral procession, but that will never happen. I'm not afria dof what they are planning because if they could have killed me, they would have done it a long time ago. God created me for a purpoe before I was formed in my mother's womb: to prophesy God's word.

I am a child of God and God promises to protect me and preserve my life from death. He also promises me everlasting life and that means that even if I should physically, my soul is still preserved.

So what am I afraid of? That the false prophecies of the agent of Satan will come to pass. Some have already come true, but God is still greater!

When a Woman Meets Jesus

I saw an ad for a new book called When a Woman Meets Jesus. It is written by Dorothy Valcarcel. It talks about 18 women who were changed after coming into contact with Jesus and explains the need of every woman to be loved.
Here is a list of the women:

- Flawed woman: Mary, mother of Jesus
- Empty woman: Anna, the Prophetess
- Rejected woman: Samaritan at the well
-Unfulfilled woman: Joanna, wife of Herod's steward
-Insecure woman: Peter's mother-in-law
-Isolated woman: woman ill for 12 years
-Hungry woman: Tabitha, Jairus' daughter
-Worried woman: Mothers with children
-Ignored woman: Canaanite woman
-Hopeless woman: widow from Nain
-Guilty woman: women caught in adultery
-Stressed woman: Martha of Bethany
-Misunderstood woman: Mary, sister of Lazarus
-Ambitious woman: Salome, mother of James and John
-Worthless woman: widow at the Temple
-Compromised woman: Procula, wife of the Roman governor, Pilate
-Lonely woman: Mary Magdalene

TO PURCHASE:

When a Woman Meets Jesus: Finding the Love Every Woman Longs For

November: No More Hindering

So, it seems as if I am still being hindered by the devil. This has gone on far too long. I refuse every hindering spirit working against my destiny. I am a child of the Most High God. The same power that raised Jesus from the dead lives in me. This month will not end without the blessings of the Lord overtaking me.

I am a queen in waiting. I can endure everything through God's power. King David was rejected and scorned. He was anointed king at a young age, but Saul persecuted him. However, he still ended up King because no one can stop God from doing what he wants to do.

The Reason for Spiritual Warfare

It's seems as if I am still in spiritual warfare mode. I passed my test in June, but the devil is trying to hinder my destiny. I have resisted him, but he is trying to impose his will over God's will so I started thinking.

Why is the devil still trying to persecute me?

The devil knows that God answered my prayers in June 2008, but he is trying to block what God is trying to release to me. The Bible says that Daniel's prayers were blocked for 21 days because Satan was fighting with God's angels.

In addition, the devil knows that I am a threat to him or as Creflo Dollar said in his sermon entitled, "Enduring Persecution:

"I understand that any believer that becomes so committed to God's word, to standing on that Word and won't let it go, you're going to be proof to others that it works and Satan can't allow that much infallible proof to be existing on the planet. You become the evidence for heaven." (Oct. 15, 2009)

In part 2 of this sermon he adds, "Persecution will arise because of the Word because if that Word grows up and is manifested in your life, it becomes infallible proof for people who see it in your life and now Satan is at risk of losing other people, not because of the written epistle, but because of the living epistles that are producing the harvests."

Rick Joyner also put things in persepective in his book, "Overcoming Evil in the Last Days." On page 10 he writes, "If the Lord had wanted things to be easy for us he could have bound the devil immediately after his resurrection. We must understand that the battle we are engaged in is a good fight. There can be no victories without a battle. We have been entrusted with divinely powerful weapons that no evil can stand against. The Bible is God's plan, and if you have not done so yet, read the story-we win! You are on the side that cannot lose. The battle is for our sake, so that we can grow in the character and faith which will decide the authority that we are entrusted with in the age to come."

TO ORDER:

Overcoming Evil in the Last Days Expanded Edition With Study Guide