On Raising my Children

I will have children one day, but I will not raise my children in exactly the same way that my parents have raised me and I will not raise my kids the way Jeaccinette thinks I will raise my kids.

My parents are far from perfect. They are bad parents. They don't defend their kids. My mother said she was going to poison me. My mother is illiterate. She said she never went to school because all she saw was cohabitating. She is a liar. She doesn't know her birthday. She called me a pig and animal. She put a cord and leaves under my feet when I was sleeping so she could do witchcraft so don't leave the house. She lied and said she heard things walking in the house. She put a moth ball in my pillow so she can help Jeaccinette do witchcraft on me. She knows Jeaccinette did witchcraft on me and said my head is not good if I say Jeaccinette did witchcraft on me, but she said my father's relative did witchcraft on me.


My mother tells my enemies things about me. I told her not to tell them things about me. She still told them.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft so I don't have money so she can do witchcraft to make my mother give me money. I have learned a lot from what they didn't do and should have done.

The best thing that my parents ever did for me was to enroll me in Saturday
school so I could develop a hunger and thirst for God. The imprint formed in my
spirit as a young girl can never be erased by the world, the devil or the schemes of wicked people.

My mother does not care if people does witchcraft on her kids and is more loyal to her enemies than to her own children. She is two-faced at times and not always candid. She tried to cover her enemies' sins while they continue to hurt her and her children. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to put diabetes on her and she lied about it and gave Jeaccinette some of her pills after Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make her doctor tell her that she no longer has diabetes. My mother took leaves from Jeaccinette to give me so that I do not eat and my mother lied about it when I confronted her about it. In spite of their persistent witchcraft, my mother remains friends with her enemies and even goes to church with Jeaccinette, one of the main perpetrators. My mother said that she would not stop talking to Jeaccinette even though she is doing witchcraft on both of us and talks to her every day.  I believe this is because she does not value her own self-worth.

My mother does not want the people who are doing witchcraft on me to pay for their sins. She said that I would die for seeking justice and she said that I would make the wrong people pay so Jeaccinette does not die for doing witchcraft on me.

My father can be a good listener. However, he pretends like he knows nothing about witchcraft when he clearly knows a little and can help defend his children. He told his cousin, Albert who has been doing witchcraft on me since I was 15 years old that I had a bad major while drinking beer in the living room. I was eavesdropping!

In addition, my parents sometimes believe the words of other people rather than the words of their children. I plan on listening to my children more than other people.

A parent who seeks to maintain poor family relations at the expense of their child's safety and well-being risks losing their children and ending their relationship.

My mother talks to Jeaccinette every day despite knowing that she is doing witchcraft on us. She refused to seek justice to put an end to the witchcraft. She justified her refusal with the philosophy: "They can't kill you, all they can do is make you suffer."

That's a poor philosophy for anyone who claims to be a parent to have. She even said that she will not cut ties with her jealous and wicked relatives for the sake of her own children.

When I confront her about the witchcraft being done on me, she lies and makes rude remarks. She does not care that they are wasting my life and will not leave me alone until they die. This is a result of a family conflict that she has tried hard to conceal. Her decision to maintain friendships with her jealous relatives is one of the main reasons that they continue doing witchcraft on us.

Jeaccinette  told my mother to tell me that Bishop Felix did witchcraft on me and not her so I could "mute a huile" for him and die and Jeaccinette would live and not die. I told my mother that she knew damn well that it wasn't him and she left the room. Bishop Felix (African witchdoctor) did witchcraft on me, but Jeaccinette wants to blame him for the witchcraft that she did on me.

My mother said that if I said Jeaccinette did witchcraft on me, then my head is not good. My mother lied and said that Jeaccinette didn't do witchcraft on me. 

Parenting is about more than provision. It is also about protection: physical and spiritual.

In addition, my parents have said many hurtful things to my siblings and I. I have forgiven those hurtful words, but they should never have been uttered.

My parents also want me to live with them so they can know what I am doing. I believe this can be unhealthy. I do not want to live with my parents. My parents left their parents' house when they were young. I do not agree that siblings should live near each other. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make people who did witchcraft on me live near me so she can ruin my life. During my first experience with witchcraft, I realized that living near my father's relatives is one of the things that caused people to do witchcraft on me. 

My parents prided themselves on living next to their relatives. The proximity made them happy, but I hated it. I do not believe in strong family ties. They are very detrimental. When you raise your children alongside relatives with children who are not successful according to their standards (i.e. no college education), they are prone to make comparisons and get jealous. For this reason, I have never been close to any relatives. I think that I need to move far away from our relatives because they have access my life although I try to keep them out.

Haitians are doing witchcraft on me because they do not want me to be successful and have any money. I refuse to allow my children to grow up thinking that it is a sin to be successful or prosperous or to have the fear that if they succeed, someone will try to do witchcraft on them. I have no intention of living near my wicked relatives. The cycle of jealousy and witchcraft stops with me!

Before God made Abram the father of many nations, he told him to get away from his relatives. In Genesis 12:1-2: "The Lord said to Abram, "Leave your native country, your relatives and your father's family and go to the land that I will show you. I will make you into a great nation. I will bless you and make you famous, and you will be a blessing to others."

Why would God say that?

Because if Abram continued living next to his father's relatives who were practicing idolatry, he would never have become all that was created to be. His relatives would have been detrimental to his future as they have been to mine. Abram had to move away from his family in order to be blessed.

My parents made sure that all of their children received their First Communion at the Catholic church. I received my communion at a very early age and this later fueled my hunger for God.

Jeaccinette, Rony, Kerline and Luna did witchcraft on me. Rony Remilien didn't want Jeaccinette to know he was having a baby because she does witchcraft. Jeaccinette, Jeaccinette's kids, Rony, Kaliah, Luna and Kerline are ugly. Jeaccinette hates me and is doing witchcraft on me because I am smarter, prettier and better than her kids and she is jealous of me. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make me have scars and pimples on my face because I am prettier than her and her kids, Guylene and Luna. Jeaccinette wants to know my kids so she can do witchcraft on them. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kerline, Monique, Luna and other people get pregnant. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Rony and his girlfriend Samora raise their daughter Kaliah how she thinks I will raise my kids, is doing witchcraft to make Kerline, Luna and other people raise their kids how she thinks I will raise my kids because she, Luna and Kerline are jealous of me, because she didn't raise her kids well and she doesn't know how to raise kids, because she did not do a good job of raising her kids, because she is stupid and because she is doing witchcraft to make Guylene be like me.

Jeaccinette hit her kids on the head with shoes. Jeaccinette's daughter's eyes rolled back because she let her go to school without eating. Rony does not buy food or make food for Kaliah. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony buy food for Kaliah. Rony lies on the bed while my father makes food for Kaliah. Rony does not buy soap or a gallon of milk or a gallon of juice. Rony uses the soap my father buys and Rony and Kaliah drink the juice my father buys. Rony and Samora buys the food I bought for Kaliah.

Jeaccinette is stupid. Jeaccinette called her kids stupid. Jeaccinette's kids are not smart. Jeaccinette's kids flunked. Jeaccinette does not like me because I am smart. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make me stupid because she is jealous of me because I am smarter than her and her kids. Kaliah does not like school. Rony called me a stupid bitch. Rony is stupid. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Kaliah smart because I am smart. No one ever did witchcraft to make me smart. Kaliah is six years old and Kaliah does not know when her birthday. Imani and Destiny are three years old and they know when their birthday is. Kaliah called my father and Luna's daughter stupid. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kaliah know her birthday because she saw I wrote on my blog Kaliah does not know her birthday. Kaliah said 8 plus 8 is B. Kaliah said Imani's aunt is Imani's grandmother. Kaliah said a queen is a boy and a king is a girl.

I did my homework by myself when I was in elementary school, middle school and high school. Kaliah can't do her homework by herself and asked Rony for help with her homework and for the answers to her homework and her school work.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kaliah Remilien watch the movie I watched so she could do witchcraft to make Kaliah know what the movie is about because Kaliah doesn't know what Boss Baby is about.

Jeaccinette thinks if Kaliah watches the movie I watched Kaliah will know what Boss Baby is about. 

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kaliah watch Toy Story and Boss Baby. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to know what I know about Toy Story so she could do witchcraft to make Kaliah know what Toy Story is about because Kaliah doesn't know what Toy Story or Boss Baby is about.

Kaliah calls other kids stupid and Rony called me stupid. Kaliah doesn't know what the movie she watched is about. Rony never passed the FCAT. Stupid people don't know what the movie they watched was about and stupid people can't pass the FCAT. Rony and Guylene couldn't pass the FCAT with multiple choice questions. I passed the FCAT that did not have multiple choice questions and asked people to give them the answers to the questions.

Jeaccinette wants me to watch kid movies so she can do witchcraft to make Kaliah Remilien know what the movies are about because Kaliah Remilien doesn't know what Boss Baby is about. 

Rony called Kaliah a monkey and Kaliah called Luna's daughter Chelsea a monkey. Monkeys do what they see other people do. Rony, Kaliah and Guylene are monkeys because they do what I do.

Kaliah said she is Haitian. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kaliah say she is American because she thinks if I had a child they would say they are American. Kaliah does not know any of the Haitian songs she listened to.

I do not like Haitians because they do witchcraft. 

Rony said Hispanic people are racist. Samora does not like white people.

Jeaccinette does witchcraft on people and goes to church. Jeaccinette does witchcraft on churches. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Luna and Kerline go to church with their kids. Luna, Kerline and Kerline's sisters did witchcraft on me.

I don't like Kaliah. Kaliah said she doesn't like Hugette's daughter. Kaliah is a liar, selfish and greedy. Kaliah hits Luna's daughter, Kerline's daughter and Hugette's daughter. Rony knows Kaliah hits them and doesn't care. Kaliah lies and says they hit her. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Luna's daughter Chelsea attached to Kaliah. I don't want Kaliah, Guylene or Rony near me or my kids. Jeaccinette had sex with Rony and Guylene. Rony told Kaliah to stay away from me. Kaliah and Rony don't stay away from me because they are stupid.

Kaliah's mother Samora doesn't know if Kaliah is alive. Imani, Destiny and Chelsea and other children live with their parents in an apartment that their parents rent. Kaliah does not live in an apartment with her parents. Kaliah lives with her grandparents at her grandparent's house.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft so people don't hire me so she can do witchcraft to make Kaliah live with me because she is stupid and because she wants to do witchcraft to kill Kaliah. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to kill me because Kaliah was supposed to die. Kaliah parents are lazy and do not want to work. If Kaliah's parents were not lazy, Jeaccinette wouldn't want to do witchcraft to make Kaliah live with me or with other people.

Kaliah doesn't want other people's kid's to play with her toys. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make those people buy toys for Kaliah. I will never buy any toys for Kaliah.

Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Kaliah and Luna's daughter be like me because she is doing witchcraft to make Guylene like me and because she, Guylene, Rony, Samora and Luna are jealous of me and because she is nothing and because she, Kaliah, Guylene and Luna are stupid. Guylene, Kaliah and Luna are trying to be like me and I don't like them. Jeaccinette knows I really don't like Guylene or Kaliah or Luna and is doing witchcraft to make them like me. Jeaccinette's daughter is a prostitute like her. Jeaccinette's daughter asked a boy for $10 to have sex with her. Jeaccinette has sex with a guy for money.

Guylene and Kaliah are like Jeaccinette. Guylene, Jeaccinette, Rony, Samora and Kaliah are ugly, jealous and liars (they lie on people). Guylene is like Jeaccinette. Guylene and Jeaccinette did witchcraft on me and lied and said they did not do witchcraft on me and are jealous of me. Guylene is like Kaliah. Guylene and Kaliah are selfish. Kaliah is like Rony and Samora and Guylene: ugly and greedy and jealous. Kaliah is like Rony: selfish.


Guylene, Kaliah and Luna are stupid because they want to be like me and I don't like them and they want to be like other people. Rony and Samora are stupid because they want Kaliah to be like me. Rony, Samora and Jeaccinette are bad parents. Jeaccinette's daughter ran away because she did not have food to eat. Jeaccinette's daughter Stephanie's eyes rolled back into her head because Jeaccinette let her leave the house without eating. I do not want my kids to be like Rony, Luna, Kaliah, Samora or anyone else.

Monique Presendieu called Jeaccinette a demon. Ritane called Guylene, Kaliah, Rony and Sony a demon. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make people call Kaliah, Guylene and Imani a princess because Guylene calls people names and a man called me a princess and because Kaliah is a demon. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony call Kaliah the best because someone said I was the best. Rony and Kaliah are worse than me, Luna, Chelsea and Imani.

Kaliah, Guylene and Imani are not princesses. Kaliah and Guylene are liars and greedy.

Rony said I'm in the garbage. Rony, Samora and Kailah are garbage.

Rony does not want to walk to take Kaliah to school and pick Kaliah up from school. Rony asked my father to walk to pick Kaliah up from school. My father walked to take his kids to school and pick them up from school. My father walked to take David to school and pick David up from school when it rained.

Rony made Kaliah wear dirty panties. Kaliah is ugly. Kaliah and Jeaccinette's kids are worse than Luna's daughter, Hugette's daughter and Kerline's daughter.

Rony and Kaliah are jealous of Luna's daughter, Hugette's daughter and Kerline's daughter and me.

Kaliah, Jeaccinette and her kids and Guylene are worse than Luna's daughter, Hugette's daughter, Kerline's daughter and me.

Rony does not want to work. Rony and Samora had a baby and did not have a job and Rony lived with Kaliah and Samora at his father's house. I will never have a baby without having a job. I will never have a child with a guy who does not work and does not want to work. I will never live with my child at my father's house. Samora broke up with Rony and left Kaliah. My father is not working. Rony makes bills. I will not leave my kids at people's parent's house. Kaliah cannot sleep in the room Rony has by herself.

Rony has a refrigerator in the room he has at my father's house. Rony can't buy juice to put in the refrigerator. Rony and Kaliah drinks the juice my father buys and puts in the refrigerator.

Jeaccinette lived with her kids at her friend's house.

Jeaccinette's daughter said her hair stuck out when Jeaccinette did her hair and Jeaccinette did not do her hair good. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Samora do box braids and put beads in Kaliah's hair because my hair was in box braids and beads when I was little.

Jeaccinette's kids wear shoes that talk. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony, Malikah and Samora buy the tennis shoes I want to buy and did witchcraft to make Rony buy the tennis shoes I have for Kaliah. Jeaccinette did witchcraft on my shoes so she can do witchcraft to make my shoes talk because her kids wore shoes that talk.

Imani does not like Guylene. Imani does not want Guylene to do her hair. Guylene did witchcraft on Imani and lied and said she did not do witchcraft on Imani. I will not let Guylene near my kids or let Guylene do my kids hair.

Rony did not raise Kaliah. Rony does not feed Kaliah. My father feeds Kaliah. Rony does not make food for Kaliah or buy food for Kaliah. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony buy food for Kaliah. My father make food for Kaliah and Rony lies on the bed. Rony don't make noodles and soup for Kaliah. Rony is a horrible father. Sony told Rony that Luna's ex-boyfriend Jean is a horrible father.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony call Kaliah sweetheart and love because a man called me sweetheart and love. 

Kaliah and Rony are selfish. Rony and Samora do not buy any toys for Luna's daughter or Hugette's daughter. Luna and Hugette bought toys for Kaliah. Kaliah does not want Luna's daughter, Hugette's daughter and Kerline's daughter to play with her toys. Rony told Destiny not to play with Kaliah's toys. Rony told Imani not to play with any toys. Rony told Destiny he better not see her playing with any of Kaliah's toys. I am not buying any toys for Kaliah.

Kaliah lied and told her mother she is being a good girl.

Rony is going to live with my father until he dies.

Samora tried to have a baby. Samora doesn't want Kaliah. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Kaliah dress like me and do what I want to do.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make me have scars on my face because she is jealous of me because I am prettier than her and her kids and because Guylene is ugly.

Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Kaliah be like me because Rony and Kaliah are jealous of me. Guylene and Kaliah are trying to be like me because they and Rony are miserable. 

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Rony and Hugette buy books for their kids. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make my books yellow because Guylene said Guerda Francois ' teeth are yellow.

My mother is a liar. I don't want my mother to see my kids. My mother did witchcraft on me. I don't want Rony or Kaliah to know I have kids or they exist. Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make my mom see my kids because I do not want her to see my kids.

Jeaccinette is doing witchcraft to make Rony raise Kaliah how she thinks I will raise my kids because she is jealous of me and because she cannot do witchcraft to make Rony raise Kaliah how she raised her kids because she did not raise her kids well. Jeaccinette cannot do witchcraft to make Kaliah be like her kids because she knows her kids are stupid.

Kaliah is like Jeaccinette's kids. Kaliah and Jeaccinette's kids are lairs, stupid and ugly.

My kids will not try to be like anyone or try to dress like anyone, including someone who does not like them and who does not talk to them or someone who I told them to stay away from. No one will do witchcraft to make my kids like anyone or make me raise my kids how a Haitian witch thinks another person will raise their child.

So what's my parenting style? Raise my children up in the fear of the Lord, No family secrets, extreme discretion in handling my affairs, Rony, Kaliah, Samora and Sony do not go near my kids, no relatives whatsoever!

RESOURCES:

Raising Kids God's Way

My ABC Bible Verses: Hiding God's Word in Little Hearts

365 Bible Stories for Young Hearts

Shepherding a Child's Heart

Effective Parenting in a Defective World (Focus on the Family)

Prayers That Avail Much for Parents

7 Absolutes to Pray Over Your Kids

Praying the Scriptures for Your Children

Boundaries with Teens: When to Say Yes, How to Say No

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Your Girl: Raising a Godly Daughter in an Ungodly World

Five Conversations You Must Have with Your Daughter

Everybody Tells Me to Be Myself but I Don't Know Who I Am: Building Your Self-Esteem (Faithgirlz!)

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Every Young Man's Battle: Strategies for Victory in the Real World of Sexual Temptation (The Every Man Series)

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365 Days to Knowing God-Guys

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I Want to Teach My Child about Money by Kathie & Doug Rechkemmer

A Reflection on 2009

I was blessed to see the start of this year. Many people did not live to see 2009.

At the start of this year, I was moving. I moved around a lot this year, which was not how I planned on spending the first half of this year. But, it was a journey that showed that God's hand was upon me.

In March, God protected me from the poisoning attempt of a relative. Her father and siblings covered the plot, but God sees and knows.

A familiar spirit followed me and led me to a false church, Open Heavens Ministries in Jamaica, Queens, NY. There I encountered an African witchdoctor and false prophet named Kofi Asare-Bediako, who is also known as Bishop Felix. He was hired by my father's wicked relatives to do witchcraft to kill me, but failed miserably in his attempt. His relentless pursuit of my already redeemed soul has proven that God really is sovereign and no one can stop him from fulfilling his good purpose for my life.

The devil was also surprised to learn how much I knew about and understood God and his character. He tried to wear me out by hindering my destiny, but my endurance just kept growing. He continues to hinder my destiny in his plot to waste my life, but I know that God will restore all the years that the locusts have eaten and restore double my prosperity.

I realize that part of the reason for the devil's repeated attempts is because he used divination to glimpse into my future and he hated how glorious it appears. I know that God will grant me all the desires of my heart because I have delighted myself in him and fought the good fight of faith.

I took a firm stand against witchcraft and idolatry. The devil hated this because God is raising me up as a sword in the spirit to defeat his evil kingdom. Jaccinette Philogene, a Haitian witch's evil intentions for my life include unemployment, sickness, jail time, a tarnished reputation, insanity, premature death and a hindered destiny (waste my life) and a duel with me. But God's powerful right hand can and will overthrow her evil plans and I will continue serving God with more fervor than ever!

After leaving that false church, I experienced hatred from other churches. Leaders and members at churches including Royalhouse Chapel in Bronx, NY and Emmanuel Full Gospel Assemblies in Richmond Hill, NY conspired with the witchdoctor, allowing him to masquerade as the pastor, hold secret services, preach from the pulpit and transfer evil spirits onto me. Those are just two of the churches that helped him in New York and South Florida.

May marked the one year anniversary of my graduation from Columbia University's Graduate School of Journalism. While I have not yet received my petitions from God, I am blessed to be one of the 9 percent of Americans with a master's degree.

During a revival in April, God miraculously healed a cyst in my breast, showing me that it is his desire for me to walk in divine health.

In addition, I experienced first-hand the power of a praying mother. She covered my family in prayer and I know that her prayers helped cover us from the satanic schemes of my evil relatives.

I know God loves me and is walking with me as my destiny unfolds. I also know that God's justice and the fulfillment of my destiny will ultimately come to pass. More importantly, I have learned that God is Lord in heaven and on Earth!

The Purpose of the Anointing

This year, I had the chance to see first-hand that just because someone is an apostle or may have the anointing to heal and deliver, it is useless if they have no intergrity. A lot of people ask God to give them spiritual gifts because they want to be used by him. However, the fire that once burned in their heart is snuffed out by things like racism, pride, jealousy and the quest for fame.

Luke 4:18-19 states the purose of the anointing: "The spirit of the Lord is on me because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight to the blind, to release the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."

I have heard stories of people going to other cities and states to be delivered and healed because a pastor refused to help them because they were a different color or were not a member of the church. I have also experienced this. This clearly goes against the compassion of Jesus.

The Bible says that Jesus was moved with compassion as he healed and delivered people. The only people Jesus did not heal were those who had unbelief in their hearts. The lack of compassion in the Christian church is one of the main reasons why false churches fluorish. People see them as angels of light because they never hesitate to stop the worship service or Bible study to minister to people.

Most of the Christian church has become cold and envious and therefore people come and leave church the same way that they came. When you have an encounter with Jesus, you do not stay the same.

In John 14:12 Jesus says,"I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater thngs than these because I am going to the Father." I find it disgusting that anyone might help the devil hinder another believer because of their fear that someone else might outdo them. It is a priviliege for anyone to be able to perform a miracle.

Jesus' fame spread everywhere because of his miracles, but he was humble enough to pass the anointing to his disciples and us. He could have decided that the anointing would die with him, but he didn't. In fact, he gave us the opportunity to surpass him.

While creative miracles are good, but they should never overshadow healing and deliverance. The solution to the lack of compassion among pastors is for believers to desire the spiritual gifts for themselves and commit to doing everything in love and compassion.

RESOURCE:

Wigglesworth on the Anointing

Learn to Dissociate

Life is not easy. Everybody knows that, but few people tak the time to understand why. One of the main reasons is because we don't know how to dissociate from things, but more importantly from people. The Bible says that Christians are not to be unequally yoked with unbelievers. However, unbelievers are sometimes more loving and knowledgeable about righteous living than Christians. The Bible says, "But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God-having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth." (2 Timothy 3:1-7)

Give to the Poor!

Christmas is all about giving, but few people remember the poor in their giving. I was glad that I am not of those people. A lot of people find the poor and the homeless annoying. That's probably because they sometimes interrupt you while you are eating at a restaurant (fast food) or shopping at the mall. Still, more people are skeptical of the poor because of reports that some well-to-do people pretend to be poor to receive money instead of working. The Bible says that a man who does not work shouldn't eat (see 2 Thessalonians 3:10), but some people are poor because they cannot work.

Nonetheless, the Bible mentions many benefits of giving to the poor. Perhaps, the most famous passage is Psalm 41: 1-3:

"Oh, the joys of those who are kind to the poor!
The Lord rescues them when they are in trouble.
The Lord protects them and keeps them alive.
He gives them prosperity in the land and
rescues them from their enemies.
The Lord nurses them when they are sick
and restores them to health."

Other verses include:

Acts 10:31: God notices our gifts to the poor.

Proverbs 19:17: If you help the poor, you are lending to the poor and he will repay you.

Proverbs 28:27: Whoever gives to the poor will lack nothing, but those who close their eyes to poverty will be cursed.

Repent and Live!

The year is almost over and while some people are lost in the giving and receiving of gifts, more people need to reflect on their actions this past year. I am not talking about making a New Year resolution to lose weight or get out of debt. I am talking about repenting of your sins. One of the benefits of being raised Catholic is that you are groomed in repentance. I am not perfect, but I have a very repentant heart. The Bible says, "Whoever covers his sin does not prosper. Whoever confesses and abandon them receives compassion." (see Proverbs 28:13)

Don't let the year end without repenting of your sins. God doesn't want people to die. That's why he always gives us the opportunity to repent. I have many enemies. They keep attacking me hoping that I will die, but I am not leaving this Earth until I complete the good work that God has predestined for me to do. Some of my enemies are as evil and ruthless as dictators that they do not plan on leaving me alone until they die. In fact, they have trained their children in their evil practices so that even if they die, they can try to frustrate and waste my life. They are committed to doing as much evil as they possibly can before they die. While sometimes they laugh in my face (aunt) because some of their evil plans prospered and give me dirty looks in my own house while my mother is looking (Albert Andre), I want them to repent and turn from their wicked ways! No amount of witchcraft cans top God from fulfilling his purposes for my life.

Bible Tutor

I found this Bible Tutor online. It's free and it can help you with information about books, people, dates, places and general information. You can also take self-tests. Here is the link: http://demo.lutherproductions.com/bibletutor/level1/program/start/bible.htm

Vengeance Belongs to the Lord!

I just finished watching Joel Osteen preach about vengeance on TV. The title of his message was "You Can Have the Last Laugh." When I wake up and go to sleep, I have begun pronouncing blessings on my enemies. This has been a very crucial step for me because it has helped me to prevent the devil from gaining a foothold through my anger. I will not repay evil for evil or insult for insult, but with blessing because this is what God desires so that we can inherit a blessing (see 1 Peter 3:9) Romans 10:19 also says to leave room for God's wrath because he will avenge me and because he is just, he will pay back trouble to those who trouble me (2 Thes. 1:6) Joel Osteen continued to say that we cannot avenge ourselves like God can avenge us. He warned us not to waste our time trying to get even. On Aug. 23, Bishop Maldonaldo of El Rey Jesus said that when you enter glory, you can slay giants. After watching Joel Osteen's message today, I now realize the significance of his statement. On Dec. 7, I had a dream that the African witchdoctor, was lying on the floor, crying, with his hands out. I did not see anyone else, but it looked like he was begging for mercy. The Haitian witch is doing witchcraft to blame the African witchdoctor for the witchcraft that she did on me so she doesn't die for doing witchcraft on me.  On Dec. 14, I overheard a Haitian witch telling my mom another one of her false dreams. She said that she had a dream that a lady came to fight with her. I wondered who that lady was. I now know that the lady is supposed to be me. She also said that she dreamt that a lady went to fight with a man and the man picked her up, slammed her and killed her. As part of their satanic scheme, they want me to fight them so God cannot use me to fight their evil kingdom. I am not a murderer and I will not kill anyone no matter how wicked they are. Saul persecuted David relentlessly, but when David had the chance to kill Saul, he did not touch him. (see 1 Samuel 24:12). I choose David's way because evil deeds come from evildoers and I am not an evildoer. I suggest you read all of 1 Samuel 24 for the full picture. David truly was a man after God's own heart! I bind dream pollution. I annul and reverse every satanic scheme and manipulation of my destiny. My enemies may think that they are laughing now and my mother's sister did laugh in my face (at the time I did not know why), but I will have the last laugh. Their injustice is just putting me in a greater place to receive God's goodness! One of the most amazing things about letting God avenge you is that he not only frustrates the plans of your enemies, but lets them eat the fruit of their work. They fall into the trap that they set for you (Psalm 141:10) and their witchcraft backfires on them (Psalm 140:9).

Christian Movies

When I first got saved, the first thing that I did was throw away all of my CDs. I had to start a collection of Christian music from scratch because I knew that all of that R&B would not help me stay centered on God. Another pasttimes of Americans is going to the movies. Some people seem to think that there are not too many good movies for Christians to watch. Here is a list of good Christian movies to watch:

The 10 Commandments
The Nativity
The Passion of the Christ
Fireproof
The Ultimate Gift
Woman, Thou Art Loosed!
The Apostle
Left Behind
One Night with the King
Chronicles of Narnia
The Prince of Egypt
Rudy
Sophie's Choice-Rebecca St. James
The Preacher's Kid

You can find other movies on this website:

http://www.christiancolleges.com/blog/2009/100-all-time-best-movies-for-christians/

While all of theses books are Chrisitian, it is important to have discernment when watching secular movies. Movies are a great way to teach teens and young adults Christian history and things such as faith and perseverance.

RESOURCES:


More Than A Movie: 20 Fun Specials For Your Children's Ministry

Group's Blockbuster Movie Events: Relevant Retreats and Movie Nights for Youth Ministry

Movie Nights for Teens

The Message Behind the Movie: How to Engage With a Film Without Disengaging Your Faith

Finding Faith at the Movies

Finding God in the Movies: 33 Films of Reel Faith

How Movies Helped Saved My Soul

Meaning at the Movies: Becoming a Discerning Viewer

ReViewing the Movies: A Christian Response to Contemporary Film (Focal Point Series)

My House, My Life: A Closed Door!

These past few months, I have really learned that your house does represent your life. My enemies have been monitoring my every move and future. I have tried to be discreet with my affairs, but they seem to have a GPS tracker that is helping them monitor me. I have prayed to destroy any possible idenitification mark that may have been placed in my body.

I realize that part of the reason that they have access to my life is because my parents have not learned how to keep our front door closed. About three years ago, I woke up to find that a piece of my hair was mysteriously cut while I was sleeping. I now know that the witchdoctor has a piece of my hair, but I am covered by the Blood of Jesus. I believe that this is the result of my enemies dropping something in our house. I have witnessed my aunt dropping a bag in my room and living room to unleash a night walker. I told my father about this and that I did not want her to sleep at our house after this instance, but he said that she could sleep and she did, but not in my room. My relatives have no fear because my parents are somewhat oblivious to their evil schemes.

Also, when we first moved into our house, things were normal, but some time later, the doors kept opening and shutting by themselves and we would hear the feet of someone walking around the house.

When I move into my first home, the door will remain shut. Only my parents, siblings and bestfriend will be allowed. There will be absolutely no tours! The witchdoctor used divination to look into my future. He told several people that God is going to answer my petition for a house in a very specific location in New York. My father's cousin, Odius Charite and his brother's girlfriend, Marjorie Alexis along with other churchgoers have sold me into witchcraft as a result. They were hoping that I would die and the never receive my inheritance, but Naboth's fate is not my fate. God will fulfill his purpose for my life!

My parents mistakenly gave their relatives a tour of our home when they first purchased our house. That poor decision has fueled the animosity of several of my relatives towards us and spurred their repeated attempts to do witchcraft so that we could lose our home. But, God is so good. We have been living here for many years. They act as if hard work and success are sins.

I know that my house will be much nicer than my parents' house so I have already begun my offensive.

I declare and I decree that every current and future witchcraft scheme against my house is null and void and returned back to its sender a thousand fold. I will not lose my home to any natural disaster (fire, flood, etc.) and I bind every evil eye and negative word (curse). I plead the blood of Jesus over the doorpost and I declare that the enemy does not have access to any room or part of my house both now and forever. I bind any agent of Satan that will attempt to photograph my home and any neighbor that will attempt to disturb the joy and the peace that God has granted me in the name of Jesus I pray!

Counterfeit Christianity

Last Sunday, I had the privilege of hearing a sermon about something that has been on my mind for a long time: Counterfeit Christians. Counterfeit means that something looks real, but is fake. John Hagee preached about how many people who go to church will miss heaven because they are either not saved or are doing things that are not in line with God's Word. For example, do you just carry a Bible or does the Bible affects your character (speech, choices, conduct)?

You can find the parts of the sermon on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irb8T2QIMIg&feature=related

Here is the link to order the sermon: http://www.jhm.org/ME2/Sites/dirmod.asp?sid=&nm=&type=Commerce&mod=GenComProductCatalog&mid=B4917A2439434EC69D686ECC2AA0136A&tier=3&id=2AAB17F4375B462188252C70262BCEFE&itemid=S0941C&SiteId=21B0B031B0D748C79CC5376D4F7EF24C It should be required listening for pastors and churchgoers everywhere.

1 Peter 4:17-18 says that judgement will begin with the house of God and that even the very elect of God will be deceived in the last days.

Also read 2 Timothy 3.

I Cannot Be Cursed!

I found out that Jeaccinette Philogene, a jealous Haitian witch pronounced curses on me. I was baffled to learn this because God's Word says that I am blessed beyond a curse. I broke every curse with my mouth because they have no right to cleave to me. I later learned what the curses are from a pastor.

Deuteronomy 23:4-5 says that Balaam was hired to curse the children of Israel, but God turned every curse into a blessing because he loved them. I send every curse back to its sender a hundredfold and I declare that every curse is turned into a blessing and every future curse will return to its sender before it is ever pronounced. You can find a list of the curses below with the blessings attached to them!

-Poverty (2 Corinthians 8:9 says that Jesus Christ became poor so that I through his poverty might be rich. I am rich!)

-Lack (Psalm 34:9 says that because I fear the Lord, I will lack no good thing)

-Dissatisfaction in the things I do (Isaiah 65:22b says that I will long enjoy the work of my hands)

-Idol worship (Jeremiah 10:8 says that people who worship idols are stupid and foolish. I am not stupid or foolish. I have not worship any idols)

-Militant curse on my finances (Deuternomy 8:18 says that the Lord my God gives me the power to get wealth. God is all-powerful and more powerful than any curse)

-Incest (Jeaccinette Philogene, a Haitian witch has already engaged in incest)

-Participating in sexual sin (I live by the spirit and do not gratify the desires of the sinful nature according to Galatians 5:16) God did not create me to be sexually immoral. Jeaccinette, a Haitian witch is an adulterer and prostitute. Her daughter is a prostitute and told a boy to give her $10 to have sex with her.

-Much labor, less harvest (Isaiah 65:22b-23 says that because I am God's chosen one, I will not labor in vain and my children will not be doomed to misfortune because I am blessed by the Lord and so are my descendants)

-Sowing without reaping (2 Corinthians 9:6 says that because I sow bountifully, I shall reap bountifully)

-Make people hate me instead of favor me (As I grow, I will continue to gain favor with God and with people as Samuel did in 1 Samuel 2:26. Like the tribe of Naphtali mentioned in Deut. 33:23, I am rich in favor and full of God's blessings)

-Curse as a Result of Family Conflict (leave me out of it, settle the score)

-Fights between parents (Peace is my inheritance from God.)

-Genetic disease (Jeaccinette Philogene, a Haitian witch is already plotting the death of my unborn children, but I declare and I decree that my children will be filled with the Holy Spirit while in my womb (see Luke 1:15) and they will serve the Lord all the days of their life and live long lives. Psalm 127:3 says that children are a heritage of the Lord and the fruit of the womb is a reward. I look forward to childbearing.)

RESOURCES:

Identifying and Breaking Curses

Breaking Generational Curses & Pulling Down Strongholds

On Leaving the Church

The Bible says to do good everyone, but especially to those who are of the faith. (Galatians 6:10) But, it seems as if the church is an expert on doing harm to believers. I am being persecuted for being a Christian by relatives who want me to practice witchcraft

The Bible says that we can expect suffering and persecution and I am blessed because of it (Matthew 5:10), but I did not expect the church to help the devil persecute me.

While not everyone walks in the same level of spiritual maturity, the church is filled with demons and the devil's children. His children are everywhere. They preach from the pulpit, they usher and greet guests, they minister and counsel others.

Since leaving the false church in June, there is not a single church that I have gone to that the devil has not infiltrated. The level of infiltration is disgusting. So disgusting that I have decided to take a break from the church. The Bible says that the gates of hell shall not prevail against the church, but that is not the case. I realize that the reason why so many pastors and churchgoers are helping him is because he promised to traffic my glory (anointing) and miracle (house) and give them a piece of the pie.

On Fri., July 24 and Sun., July 26, the ministers and members of Royalhouse Chapel in Bronx, NY held a secret meeting and allowed the witchdoctor (or my aunt) to masquerade as Rev. Johnnie. During those two days, I was tricked into consulting a medium when he asked to speak to me in his office, but I am covered by the blood of Jesus. He touched my left shoulder to blind my eyes and he also hit the top of my head to transfer schizophrenia onto me so I could react. This is probably why they all passed through the back door (near the parking lot).

This later led to a horrible event that both churches had preknowledge of and one member even gloated in afterwards.

In retrospect, they did this twice before while Rev. Derek Amanor was there. Minister Nai preached about the Hitties and the other -ites mentioned in the Bible and how they (the witchdoctor) would take my glory (spiritual gifts) and miracle (house) and traffic it and also ruin my reputation. [God will overthrow the devil's plans]. What they did to me at that church was beyond treacherous. I am still bothered by that experience!

On Fri., July 31, Pastor Roger and the leaders of Emmanuel Full Gospel Assembly also helped him (or my aunt) to masquerade as Pastor Robin and preach a message. When Pastor Roger saw me in the audience, he looked back and his eyes were filled with hate. He does not even know me, but it is obvious that the witchdoctor was going around telling people my future. In retrospect, Pastor Roger, Ishry Singh and the other leaders have also done this before. Ishry Singh also scratched the palm of my hand when he shook my hand after church once. I overheard someone say that this means that they are going to kill you or take your mind. I declare that I have the mind of Christ and deny the devil access to my mind.

On August 9, 2009, I attended Jesus People Ministries. The guest speaker's tongue was anointed.

On August 23, I attended El Rey Jesus with my mother. It took us an hour and a half to get there. We choose not to take the highway. 

That same Sunday, Mr. Maldonaldo said that if someone was demon-possessed or had an evil spirit, then the 6 p.m. service was the service to attend. I had no idea that I had an evil spirit until Bob Larson told me at one of his seminars. Larson said that I needed a lot of healing and prayer. I was shocked. How could I need healing? I attended El Rey Jesus for an entire month. I always sat in front of the pulpit. God later delivered me from those evil spirits. One of the spirits that I had was a python spirit, which squeezes the life out of you and kills you. 

Prior to attending the Bob Larson seminar, Mr. Maldonaldo stood at the altar calling out things that people needed to be delivered from. I went to the altar for asthma because the python spirit was squeezing my heart when I slept. When he saw me at the altar he said, "I'm sensing some demonic activity here. Loose her and let her go." He hit my head and I fell. I thought what demonic activity? But, nothing left and I still needed deliverance. My condition was so bad that the church which later helped me stopped service to minister to me.

I went to Trinity Church. Guylene Presendieu, who did witchcraft on me, went to Trinity Church and goes to Trinity Church. Guylene Presendieu told her friend Malikah Noel about Trinity Church. Malikah Noel and her sister went to Trinity Church. Malikah Noel did witchcraft to make me sick and did witchcraft so things don't go well for me and did witchcraft to make me have a car accident. Guylene Presendieu went to Trinity Church with girls who graduated from Barry University with her. One of the girls is called Christy Francois. Christy Francois, Jeaccinette and Guylene Presendieu did witchcraft so I don't have another job. Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Kerline Senat and Luna Remilien go to Trinity Church. Kerline Senat did witchcraft so I don't have a job. Luna Remilien and Jeaccinette did witchcraft so I never have money.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Trinity Church mail Guylene Presendieu things because Trinity Church mailed me things because I gave money when I went to Trinity.

Jeaccinette did witchcraft to make Trinity Church have a girlfriends conference so she could do witchcraft to make Guylene Presendieu go to the conference because my home church had a women's conference.

Every time I go to church, someone seems to want to touch my left shoulder. I have learned how to fight and counteract every demonic touch, but all of this has caused my flesh to become exceedingly weak. The church has long been a safe haven for people, but not anymore. The devil is hot on my trail and I am delighted that he considers me a threat, but the church is conspiring with the devil instead of lifting a standard up against the enemy.

I am the church, but God did not create human beings for isolation. We are all parts of one body. God sees my heart and hunger for him and I do not have to be in an building to worship God or study his Word. I will not seek counsel from any pastor or minister. I have a power inside of me that is greater than the devil's that I am tapping into to bring forth my breakthrough. No amount of cursing and witchcraft can stop my destiny because it is inevitable!

I am not the member of any church, but I did find at least one trustworthy church!


RESOURCES:

Quitting Church: Why the Faithful are Fleeing and What to Do about It

Has Christianity Failed You? by Ravi Zacharias

The Living Church: Convictions of a Lifelong Pastor

Extreme Church Makeover

Love One Another: Becoming the Church Jesus Longs For by Gerald L. Sittser

God will fight for me!

I have been encouraged by the story of Jehosphat and how their praise confused the enemy and caused them to begin attacking each other. It can be found in 2 Chronicles 20:1-30. I have a strong feeling that my story will end up like this:

http://matneywoodard.home.att.net/jehoshaphat.htm

God is a Man of War!

Throughout my persecutions I have trusted God without wavering. One of the things that is helping me to rest and trust his saving power is by meditating on scriptures that talk about his might in battle. Here are a few:

Exodus 15:3-6: The Lord is a man of war. His right hand will daish the enemy into pieces.

Exodus 14:14: The Lord is fighting for me.

2 Chronicles 32:7-8: God will help us fight our battles.

Deuteronomy 33:27: God will thrust out the enemy from before me.

Isaiah 59:19: God lifts up a standard against the enemy when he comes in like a flood.

I'm Not Afriad of Death!

They are still meeting and plotting my death. They have probably even planned the funeral procession, but that will never happen. I'm not afria dof what they are planning because if they could have killed me, they would have done it a long time ago. God created me for a purpoe before I was formed in my mother's womb: to prophesy God's word.

I am a child of God and God promises to protect me and preserve my life from death. He also promises me everlasting life and that means that even if I should physically, my soul is still preserved.

So what am I afraid of? That the false prophecies of the agent of Satan will come to pass. Some have already come true, but God is still greater!

When a Woman Meets Jesus

I saw an ad for a new book called When a Woman Meets Jesus. It is written by Dorothy Valcarcel. It talks about 18 women who were changed after coming into contact with Jesus and explains the need of every woman to be loved.
Here is a list of the women:

- Flawed woman: Mary, mother of Jesus
- Empty woman: Anna, the Prophetess
- Rejected woman: Samaritan at the well
-Unfulfilled woman: Joanna, wife of Herod's steward
-Insecure woman: Peter's mother-in-law
-Isolated woman: woman ill for 12 years
-Hungry woman: Tabitha, Jairus' daughter
-Worried woman: Mothers with children
-Ignored woman: Canaanite woman
-Hopeless woman: widow from Nain
-Guilty woman: women caught in adultery
-Stressed woman: Martha of Bethany
-Misunderstood woman: Mary, sister of Lazarus
-Ambitious woman: Salome, mother of James and John
-Worthless woman: widow at the Temple
-Compromised woman: Procula, wife of the Roman governor, Pilate
-Lonely woman: Mary Magdalene

TO PURCHASE:

When a Woman Meets Jesus: Finding the Love Every Woman Longs For

November: No More Hindering

So, it seems as if I am still being hindered by the devil. This has gone on far too long. I refuse every hindering spirit working against my destiny. I am a child of the Most High God. The same power that raised Jesus from the dead lives in me. This month will not end without the blessings of the Lord overtaking me.

I am a queen in waiting. I can endure everything through God's power. King David was rejected and scorned. He was anointed king at a young age, but Saul persecuted him. However, he still ended up King because no one can stop God from doing what he wants to do.

The Reason for Spiritual Warfare

It's seems as if I am still in spiritual warfare mode. I passed my test in June, but the devil is trying to hinder my destiny. I have resisted him, but he is trying to impose his will over God's will so I started thinking.

Why is the devil still trying to persecute me?

The devil knows that God answered my prayers in June 2008, but he is trying to block what God is trying to release to me. The Bible says that Daniel's prayers were blocked for 21 days because Satan was fighting with God's angels.

In addition, the devil knows that I am a threat to him or as Creflo Dollar said in his sermon entitled, "Enduring Persecution:

"I understand that any believer that becomes so committed to God's word, to standing on that Word and won't let it go, you're going to be proof to others that it works and Satan can't allow that much infallible proof to be existing on the planet. You become the evidence for heaven." (Oct. 15, 2009)

In part 2 of this sermon he adds, "Persecution will arise because of the Word because if that Word grows up and is manifested in your life, it becomes infallible proof for people who see it in your life and now Satan is at risk of losing other people, not because of the written epistle, but because of the living epistles that are producing the harvests."

Rick Joyner also put things in persepective in his book, "Overcoming Evil in the Last Days." On page 10 he writes, "If the Lord had wanted things to be easy for us he could have bound the devil immediately after his resurrection. We must understand that the battle we are engaged in is a good fight. There can be no victories without a battle. We have been entrusted with divinely powerful weapons that no evil can stand against. The Bible is God's plan, and if you have not done so yet, read the story-we win! You are on the side that cannot lose. The battle is for our sake, so that we can grow in the character and faith which will decide the authority that we are entrusted with in the age to come."

TO ORDER:

Overcoming Evil in the Last Days Expanded Edition With Study Guide

Beware of the Jezebel Spirit!

Rick Joyner wrote books about defeating witchcraft in the last days. Witchcraft is associated wiht the Jezebel spirit. Rev. 2:20 says that Jezebel calls herself a prophet and teaches people to commit sexual sin and eat food sacrificed to idols. The Jezebel spirit seeks control thru witchcraft and manipulation. It manifests as pornography and in music. Jezebel hates true prophets of God. She also hates prayer. Prayer will bind Jezebel.

Jezebel does not have a bright future. Her future is very grim. 2 Kings 9:30-37 says "when they went to bury Jezebel, they found nothing but her skull, her feet and her hands." Jezebel couldn't even be buried.

RESOURCES:

Confronting Jezebel: Discerning and Defeating the Spirit of Control

The Jezebel Spirit (Discernment Series)